Coffee

Oh yeah I do like a mean cup of coffee

Hi

Tuesday

I can't bear it

Chilling

So far so good

No regrets

Oh yeah 2017

Party

Have fun

2016

I'm so done

ok i started this blog and never used it

its time to use it

its time to go on

and get on

So I was in out local Natural Foods store, and saw this Cereal, and just thought it was funny, So I exclaimed in my best Robin from Batman Voice---Holy Crap, and of course my wife was like oh yeah your funny i bet your the first person to ever say that, the guy stocking the isle was like maybe at this store at least, we just stocked that for the first time today.  yeah me, i just think its a great name for a cereal, but i don't think i'll ever try it.  I just can't see myself saying hey honey will you pass me the crap or hey honey this crap is amazing..

hmmmm, my better half, is better at this then i am, but i just want to say that i love, i adore my common law wife, i love being with her, i love looking at her, i love touching her, i love talking to her, i love sharing my life with her, sharing my soul and whatnot with her, i love the fact that i can just be me with her, i love that fact that she brings me peace, i love the fact that i feel comfortable with her, i love her
i love the fact that i'm not mad with her, that she knows me, she understands me, i just love her she is the best i love how she makes me feel, i love how she wants to be with me... she is defianetely better at this stuff them me... but i just want to say that she is the best around

Hmmmmmm Bacon, I do love you so, always and forever, you never did me wrong, you've always been there for me... i love you bacon... even when everyone else turned their back on me, you've always been there with your sweetness, your saltiness, your greatness, oh bacon how i love you so...

and folks last night while lying in bed next to my wonderfull wife to be, right before i went to sleep, i started to think to myself, i said self, your happy, your content, life is good..... life is awesome.  sure there are stresses in your life, sure your not totally happy at your job, but all in all, life is awesome, you have an awesome wife, you have and awesome life, and that is totally awesome....

Man times are tough, really tough people are out of work, employers aren't hiring, and those that are aren't giving out decent wages, cost of everything is going up, man times are tough real tough, and now even klingons have to beg for food, what is going on here.  I thought this was the land of opportunity, whatever happened to that, what happened to the love what happened to the chance of bettering yourself... what is going on here, can someone help me out here, i though America, was going to be the next big hope, now it seems it is the next big failure of mankind.  unless your allready rich, or are willing to step all over everyone else you are destined to live a life of poverty.  I just don't get it, what happened here, what is happening here, will it ever change will it ever get better for us, for those of us who are unwilling to hurt others to get ahead.  will it ever get to a place of what our forefathers dreamed it would be

Sometimes I don't always get it, sometimes i don't always know the way, but  you do, and sometimes i don't always act like i'm listening when you tell me, but i am.  like you i'm adjusting to this new life, new way of thinking, sometimes i still act and the think the way that i did before i met you, but i'm working on it.  Sometimes it may seem that i'm not but i am, old habit die hard, i know what i'm needing to do, and i'm working towards that goal... i love you, and i always will

ok its hot, freaking hot out there, is in the 80's and its only may, what the hell is July going to be like.  It's going to be one hell of a hot summer this year.  this sucks...

So ya looking for an easy way to save money on the family budget, have I got a place for you, the Dollar Tree.  Dez and I shop there all the time, they have all that we need to get by, and they have all you need to make cheap and easy meals the whole family can enjoy.  In fact just the other day, we were able to feed a family of six for 5 bucks, now mind you we did not gorge ourselves, we ate sensibly.  We had Chicken Teriyaki with vegetables over rice.  We got a bag of rice, a bag of vegetables, a jar of Teriyaki sauce, and two boxes of Teriyaki chicken.   it was amazing I must say so myself.... so if you struggling with the food budget check them out, we can make a lot of meals for around 5 bucks, not a person but for the whole meal.  its so awesome...

are you out of your Vulcan Mind, I mean really what the hell is going on out there eh.... what is happening in the world right now.  Why in this day and age are we debating in congress about health care, birth control, and when a women is actually pregnant.  I just don't get it, why in this day and age, are our teacher struggling to teach, they don't have the money to buy supplies for their classrooms, why are there so many potholes in our streets, why are there starving citizens in our streets, why does our goverment care more about the poor in other countries then are own.. i just don't get it... we like to say we are the greatest country in the world, we are the richest country in the world, but yet we can't even take care of our own.  why is it that not all of can afford even the basics to survive.  i just don't get it, what has become of us, what is wrong with us, why are we more concerned about which celebrity is fucking which celebrity, when we should be more concerned about the kids and why they are all joining gangs and don't feel that they have a future anymore.  I just don't get why our goverment wants to blame our president for the jobless rate in this country when they passed laws that allows companies to farm out all our jobs overseas.  why our govement gives tax breaks to companies that are making record breaking profits, and still can provide jobs for people, i just don't get it... why there is a war on women, when it is women who really are the backbone of everything we do. without women we would be here, without women we could not be who we are, why are we fighting against them, i just don't get it.... what is wrong with us

why, i just ask why
why are we here
why do we struggle
why is there pain
why is there oppression
why does karma take so long
why does good things happen to good people
why doesn't it all make sense
why do i feel like a mindless drone sometimes
why do i feel like just another brick in the wall
why do i wonder
why do i care
why can't i see the reason
why can't I see the why
why do people hate
why do people kill
why do people destroy
why must some live in poverty so others may live in luxury
why are there starving kids in aftrica
why are there starving kids here in the Springs
why do i wonder
why do i feel
why do i fear
why do i fantasize
why is there corruption
why do some people abuse others
why do some people feel lost
why do some people feel hopeless
why do we people feel disconnected in a connect world
why do our leaders feel its ok not to lead us
why do our leaders feel it is ok to take advantage of us
why do our leaders feel it is ok to abuse their power
why are there terrorist
why can't we live in peace
why is there chaos in the order
why is there order in the chaos
why
why do i ramble
why do i want to write but can't think of what to say
why do i feel lost sometimes
why do i wish to be heard but have nothing to say
why do i have something to say but can't be heard
why do i get myself some tea
why do i work a job that bugs me
why did i get myself in these financial straits
why can't i understand
why can't i find the knowledge that i seek
why is there such a discrepency
why not have a coke and a smile
why not feel
why is there crying
why not more laughing to you cry
why not see the rainbow
why not see the gold
why not see the pleasure
why concentrate on the negatives
why not conentrated on the positives
why am i asking why
why not ask when or how or what or even where
why not use some math
why not take a bike bride
why not....
why....................not

Ya know a sad part of our modern day workplace is that it has become so automated that even a well trained monkey could do it.  Granted the picture is of a ape, but ya know what i mean.   You really think about it, most jobs have become some sort of factory work, intellectual in nature maybe but still a factory job none the less.   Ya take the hugely growing field of Call Center for instance, sure a lot of them have been farmed out, but there still is a ton here in the states, especially where i live, Colorado Springs.  there are tons of Call Centers.  And, what really is call center work, but an intellectual facotry.   I mean you sit at a desk all day with a phone in your ear, and you pump out some sort of product, sure its called sales or customer service, or even tech support.  but your just pumping the same product out minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day.  its just factory work.   Besides maybe some service based jobs like electricians or plumbers, most of our jobs are very very very repetitive, and are just pumping out some sort of product.   we have all become mindless robots in our jobs.  I think that is why most of us are not satisfied with our jobs, they are no providing us with a sens of pride anymore.  we don't feel like we are really accomplishing anything or bettering mankind anymore.  we are not really working towards a common goal anymore.  the only goal we are working towards is the raise in the value of our companies stock.    and then you take in considereation that job benefits seem to be going down and down and down every year as the cost of health insurance goes up and up and up every year.  no wonder you hear stories of people going postal at their jobs from time to time.   what is the answer to all of this i don't know. this is just an observation that is all.

ok I have a crazy idear, but its just so crazy it just might work.  Instead of having national elections for the President, why don't we have a Presidential Death Match.  You take the two presidential hopefulls, you throw them in the octagon, the one that walks out alive, is the President for the next four years.   Only the strongest can run this country.   Think about it, then it will also helps get out of our national debt, I mean who wouldn't pay to watch that happen.  And if they can prove themselves worry, then of course they will be able to take on Congress and actually get some stuff taken care of.   hmmmm what do ya think.